How come I didn't know all the right things to...
and how come you didn't know all the things I...

Last night I lay on my bed and cut my arm
No, its not sick, its not disgusting, its self...

You always smell so good
with a taste so intoxicating to me...

I've started college, I've made new friends
New people on whom I can depend...

I lay on a bench surrounded by grass on top of a...
I felt a peace within, all my problems were still...

I can't even look at myself in the eye anymore
Lost all self worth and I feel such a bore...

I wish I could frame that moment
Hold that image in time forever...

Baby, I'm so sorry I've acted like a twat
I love you so much, please remember that...

Can you not see I'm numb of all feeling?
with every laugh, smile or touch its my heart...

Breathe in deep, then look away
My mums in love, she told me today...

I open the paper, look around
everybodys writing, their heads are down...

I feel the fullness in my stomach
I feel it rising up tight into my throat...