Love has the upper hand.
On each decision we make...

I see her every now and then.
She makes my heart skip beats...

I am a patzer in this game,
But a maven none the less...

Im beginning to recover from aphasia,
A quandary I had never foreseen...

I am a mere recreation,
A representation of nihility...

Theres a new love in my life.
She appears in my dreams...

Ive ran my life into the ground.
Trying to make it all right...

Darkness falls upon sunlight,
The wind blows a still room...

----------Until Today-----------
Until today I knew a love so true...

Here it comes again.
The feelings are back...

(I actually wrote this yesterday. 12/13 was my...
I looked at my reflection...

He crept in the bushes.
Yesterday He had turned nineteen...