I wrote this for my Grandmother (Mamaw), on my...
I'm sorry I cant be there today...

The Window inside of my room.
Glows with depression...

I don't know how many times of said this.
But Ive never felt like this before...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

What is true love.
And Why do we desire it so...

The loss of a loved one.
Can be so awful and cruel...

I live in my reality.
And I dont want to be here anymore...

Where are you?
Dont you know im here...

I have anxiety.
Can anyone relate...

What am I suppose to do,
When this pain has become to much to bear...

Ive been dreaming.
That I was screaming so loud...

I see her every now and then.
She makes my heart skip beats...