It hursts so bad.
Such an awful pain...

I wrote this for my Grandmother (Mamaw), on my...
I'm sorry I cant be there today...

The Window inside of my room.
Glows with depression...

I don't know how many times of said this.
But Ive never felt like this before...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

What is true love.
And Why do we desire it so...

The loss of a loved one.
Can be so awful and cruel...

I live in my reality.
And I dont want to be here anymore...

Where are you?
Dont you know im here...

Everyone always thinks.
It will never happen to them...

The Harlequin grips his violin,
The Cafe is ready to go...

I have anxiety.
Can anyone relate...