One perception.
After another...

I ask for gods forgiveness.
As I make my final plea...

Where are you?
Dont you know im here...

I live in my reality.
And I dont want to be here anymore...

Insanity runs in the blood.
Like a silver bullet...

I wrote this for my Grandmother (Mamaw), on my...
I'm sorry I cant be there today...

The Window inside of my room.
Glows with depression...

I don't know how many times of said this.
But Ive never felt like this before...

Silently screaming through-out each night.
No longer wanting to live...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

What is true love.
And Why do we desire it so...

The loss of a loved one.
Can be so awful and cruel...