No matter what i say,
words can not express...

Panic rush is in my body,
slowly over coming my mind and soul...

***** i would appreciate your comments on this...
Tuesday December 20. 2005...

I sit here abandon,
dazing at my computer screen...

This is a story of a girl, so complex yet simple,
a girl who never meant to put harm in the world...

3:47
cant sleep...

This is the poem for when u lay awake at night,
and u cant sleep...

As i read those words you sent me,
I don't wanna believe it's true...

I wish i could take these feelings,
and make them into words...