I have finally come to realize
how stupid i am...
I see a body lying
so still on the ground...
Creeping toward me
making me short of breath...
She is a daughter of her mother
hiding her true self...
When i was younger
i had a suicidal friend...
This is it
i can't take it any longer...
Sitting and crying
bleeding and dying...
Why do you keep hurting me?
you know, it really does hurt...
I don't want to live
I don't want to die...
No-one knew about the pain she felt
no-one knew about her sorrow...
It was today that i left you
you begged me not to go as you held me in your...
I was a fricking idiot
oh, why was i so stupid...