Today i took a good look
at what is hidden beneath...

Well today i finally know i can not go on
like this with this family...

I'm sorry for it is my time to go
I'm sorry but i can not take this...

Im like a black hole
i take in everything...

So here is the story of my life .
when i was so small...

My body gets so numb
my fingers so cold...

I thought every family had to have
a dad and they would have their problems...

I just do not know what to do
i no longer have control...

Today is the day I thought
The day I was to die...

I look down at my arm just
thinking about how no one could notice about how...

When your under so much pain
and your body is full of anxiety...

They did not notice that I was so depressed that I...
Until one day I was with the guy from the dance...