The urge so powerful
i lose all feeling in my body...

My body gets so numb
my fingers so cold...

No one notices at she walks down the halls
Everyone is fooled by her smile, her laugh...

I can not deal with this anymore
my dad was taken from me...

This feeling of failure
the feeling of never being good enough...

Today i took a good look
at what is hidden beneath...

The feeling is so depressing
Just knowing ill never be good enough...

You see her walking down the halls
she seems perfectly happy...

It\'s all over now
I\'ve wrote my note...

It's my fault your gone
why couldn't i have said no...

You never said goodbye
i can\'t believe your gone with a blink of an eye...

I guess we were not meant to be
For you chose her over me...