The urge so powerful
i lose all feeling in my body...

My body gets so numb
my fingers so cold...

No one notices at she walks down the halls
Everyone is fooled by her smile, her laugh...

I can not deal with this anymore
my dad was taken from me...

This feeling of failure
the feeling of never being good enough...

Today i took a good look
at what is hidden beneath...

The feeling is so depressing
Just knowing ill never be good enough...

It's my fault your gone
why couldn't i have said no...

It\'s all over now
I\'ve wrote my note...

You see her walking down the halls
she seems perfectly happy...

You never said goodbye
i can\'t believe your gone with a blink of an eye...

They did not notice that I was so depressed that I...
Until one day I was with the guy from the dance...