I hate the thoughts in my mind
They used to be of a happier kind...

Those tears you saw
Were not meant for your eyes...

You say you can read me like a book
Well then you need to take another look...

Hello my dark friend
You’ve returned to me again...

I will sit here night after night
Pouring my heart out in this book...

Silently peering beyond the soft cloud lifting my...
Down the golden road that leads under my bed...

You don’t have to care, it’s OK
Even though I need someone at night...

Drifting in and out
Of my silent reverie...

Welcome to a dissociative personality.
Smiles by day...

Hey mom, will you wake up?
I just need to let you know...

Several empty bottles lay by my side
Because I want nothing more than to die...

I have just cried my first crimson tears
My life has succumbed to what I feared...