What Goes Around

It hurts a lot to know that
I have broken your heart
I wanted to love you right
But instead I pulled you apart

How can I commit to you
When I hate myself so much
I thought that I could cope
But I cowered at your touch

In your eyes I once drowned
But now I only feel empty inside
I never wanted to hurt you
But I know I crushed your pride

Too many things happened
A lot of bad words I said
I looked you straight in the face
And wished that you were dead

I wanted to move into the future
But my heart was in the past
I promise I did once love you
It just was not meant to last

But you hurt me inside too
Remember when you cheated
You let me believe in trust
And left me feeling defeated

I wanted to forget all of that
I honestly never stopped trying
But every time she haunted me
Our relationship kept on dying

Now we are over and done
I have nothing left inside to say
You did the dirty on my heart
And now it is your turn to pay