So after all this talk
All these piercing hateful words...

My feet are numb, so numb
My head is pounding with my thoughts...

You hold me so close
As if you're scared that I would run...

I don't understand
Why it follows me...

I've never been so lonesome
And I've never felt more alone...

Painted porcelain gleams,
Iridescent poetry drips...

Paradoxing panorama
ranting delusions from self...

This thing that walks beside you
This thing you call your own...

You're vacant and dormant
And anger rises with no relent...

Wish i may, wish i might
I wish that you were here tonight...

You touch my hand,
My breath alights...

Theres a shadow
Where you once lay beside me...