Sitting in class all upset
a little blue eyed girl who lost a bet...
I really want to be with you,
But, theres things you don't understand...
Depression, well he's a beast,
He has a cold and deathly clutch...
Agonizing, torturous nightmares,
Cold sweats and screams in the night...
I built a wall around my heart,
So no one could get through...
Life's foundation is built with Christ alone,
The walls are made with love and faith in him...
Even though we aren't together,
He's always in my heart...
I love the way you smile,
It brings warmth to my heart...
Silence fills the void of my existence,
Intruding upon others’ fragile lives...
Beneath the honeyed words that coats his lips
Lies venom seeping into every verse...
I miss the times we use to spend,
Holding each other all night...
Smoke
Filled air...