Mother mother where are you now
are you with the angles up above...
Sun sun go away
rain rain come my way...
Y'all don't know how hard it is being me
to wake up each day with a heart ache...
To take a blade to someone else is hard
but to take a blade to yourself is very easy...
The once gentle voice in my head
is now controlled by a cold demon...
How, how could you do this to me
you turned your back...
I have a secret that's about me
but i can't find the words or heart to tell you...
Don't hate me
don't love me...
looking at you
looking at me...
I cant stop these eyes from crying
its been awhile since i was happy...
Cold blade cutting into my vain
bloods drawn...