***dis poem is a bit different to what i usually...
TELL ME MY LIFE ISN'T TRUE...

I feel so sad all the time
but it doesn't do any good...

I remember the first time we shared a kiss
i remember you as the one I'd miss...

I have this anger inside of me
and its only toward you...

Your the first thing i think of each morning when...
your the last thing i think of each night when i...

My life is getting worse
every single day...

I hate it when people say mean things about me
like they don't even care or they don't even see...

I don't understand this
why do you not care...

I love you so much
you no that its true...

The night before Christmas and I'm feeling alone
no one to turn to I'm all on my own...

As i write this poem
tears are falling down my face...

Drinking smoking, drugs
has become her way of life...