EvErYThiNg iZ wRoNg!

***dis poem is a bit different to what i usually write but i wanted to do something that isn't the same***

TELL ME MY LIFE ISN'T TRUE

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please tell me this life isn't true
please tell me I'm not in love with you
please mum and dad stop the shit
please stop being such hypocrites
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its like our loves not the same as before
i try to hold you but you run for the door
i look at you and you look away
like theres something that you need to say

i try my hardest but its not good enough for you
i don't think that i will pull through
the days are bad and the nights so long
nothing is good its all so wrong

i try to look on the bright side but its all so bad
i wait for you to call me but you don't and i get sad!
mum and dad are in this thing like a little game
where picking on me gets rid of all their pain

they gang up on me and it just makes me cry
plus my heart is broken and i feel like i want to die
i am still with you but its like somethings changed
you won't admit it but your feelings have been rearranged

maybe theres someone else, i really do not no
or maybe i should just shut up and let all of it go
what should i do, you used to think the things i said were sweet
now all you do is laugh like I'm not good enough to meet!

all these secrets and all these lies are making me go insane!
its mum and dad who don't get it just leave me alone in pain!!
don't try to fix me, its not like i am broken!
I'm only hurt because of all the words that both of you have spoken!!

josie i love y0o with all my heart, you should no i would never cheat on you!! you are everything to me! when you don't call me i get upset, when you don't text me i get upset! when you r not with me i try not to fall apart, you are the only one who makes me happy and who i can show my true self, i love you baby please don't ever forget that