The words cut deep
the tears fall down...

Write some words
express myself...

Wake me up,
from this nightmare...

You smile at me
hoping to be...

I think about this life
That grows inside of me...

Sometimes the blade of the knife
seems easier than tomorrow...

I can't will us to be close
Maybe I try too hard...

A beautiful disaster
broken inside...

(true story, wrote this when I was 16)
On August 15, 1992...

Part I - March 2006
there once was someone there...

(June 2004)
Broken, torn...

April 8, 2001
Where are you now...