I've had enough, made up my mind
I don't care what you say...

As long as i keep this force field up i cannot...
As long as i keep strong, i won't breakdown first...

Stuck in a hateful state of mind
I hate what i see in the mirror...

Cut your wrist, cut it deep
Feel the pain as you weep...

I wish we could live in a day
When we weren't told how to live...

You might say I'm beautiful
But you don't know how i feel...

Even at the lowest times
Life doesn'tâ??t stop...

When is my suffering going to end?
Iv cried so much nd then theres that crimson bled...

Reopen these long lost wounds
To only find I'm back where i begun...

How can you stand there and look at my scars
Judging and backstabbing never gets anyone far...

I can't believe i let you walk away
without telling you how i feel...

I'll never be good enough
For you to leave her for me...