Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...

SInce when did you ever care?
Since when did you want me there...

And everyday that slowly goes by
Is one more day from when i didn't cry...

Invisible tears fall down my face
Reaching out for no one, this is not my place...

Remove the makeup, take away the black eyes
Show the paleness, remove the lies...

Reopen these long lost wounds
To only find I'm back where i begun...

I need to get out of my life
If only i could run away...

After 22 years of family
How could you walk away...

I am so f u c k i n g stupid, why did i eat at all
I was going so good, until that fall...

What if i just happened to die
What if i killed myself tonight...

Crying on the inside
Smiling on the out...

Everyone is nothing anymore
Not at all is true...