You cant tell me wat to do pfftt
Not after what you put me through...

Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with...

Urges take over, blackness floods my mind
Hate takes over, the blades in site...

I think cutting is a sign for help, that one last...

I can hear nothing but the wind
All the fighting is gone...

I thought i'd hit rock bottom
But then things just got worse...

Do you realize what you've put me through?
I dont understand how or why...

The memory of you is the only thing keeping me...
Yet the memory of you is the only thing killing me...

And even though your miles away
Plus I've only known you for a few days...

You're lying there in a hospital bed
There running tests still no answers yet...

I swore to myself i was over you finally
I wouldn't put myself through anymore misery...