Im so scare but,
i don't know what of...
I can hear nothing but the wind
All the fighting is gone...
I thought i'd hit rock bottom
But then things just got worse...
Do you realize what you've put me through?
I dont understand how or why...
The memory of you is the only thing keeping me...
Yet the memory of you is the only thing killing me...
I don't think you realize how hard I've fallen
I'm sorry but my hearts full of cold poison...
I'm longing for your love and affection
I'm worn from holding in all this aggression...
Mat you mean the world to me
You make me smile, you set me free...
I swore to myself i was over you finally
I wouldn't put myself through anymore misery...
You're lying there in a hospital bed
There running tests still no answers yet...
And even though your miles away
Plus I've only known you for a few days...
Most days life gets too much
When i need to let go, i need to loose touch...