Tell me to my face,
No more sneaking around...

My world revolves around it;
Finding new ways to hurt myself...

Heartache
Hurt...

My best friends
Are the drugs...

So much hurt
So much pain...

I'm addicted.
I can't get free...

How have I let everything go this far?
It was never my intention...

No one can begin to imagine the pain
That I feel right now...

Everyday is a struggle,
Against the urge to use the blade...

I used to think
I was strong...

Confusion
Darkness...

I look for answers
But just cant find them...