A loaner a weirdo
a twisted little freak...

This is my existence
Ended by the knife...

I take these little pills
There suppose to make me happy...

I am empty.
A blank mind encased in a hollow shell...

Summer has gone and winter is near.
The warmth has gone and the coldness is here...

The nothingness of my mind
The feeling of being left behind...

Thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Always coming and going right...

Oh, when i was little, i had this funny day,
I made up a game, i played in such a funny way...

I thought you was a fighter
i thought you could cope...

Watoosh. Here comes the whip again.
The pain races to every inch of my body...

The blade which was once a shiny silver
has darkened from blood spilled...

Kill me now
And kill me quick...