Now the pressure builds as i sign on the net
Pretending everything is okay...

I cannot move my hand to day.. its very hard to...
As last night i did it again... i wanted to end my...

Slowly suffocated from the people i hold so dear
So from my suicide note i hope the end will be...

Listen to the love songs
So tired and slow...

I have always needed you
Like these lungs in my chest...

Carry on this painful path
All the short cuts are marked...

This water is for our hero's
Our Saviour's with the silver swords...

Oh she has so many things
Her life a fantasy of kings and queens...

I'm bringing you down with me
whether you like it or not...

My heart drops into the oil
Incinerating itself...

I don't know if this is me and if I'm truly alive
As the smile on my face.. is only there for the...

Drunken mistakes line this life
I tried to warn her but she took no notice of this...