Breathe out his name in perspiration,
Inscribed across the window glass...
I'll never mean much to you
I'm just another girl...
These velvet words have become your wary...
Shrouding the frail wounds that have concealed...
You've cast a shadow upon this velvet gaze,
Even now, I cannot save you from yourself...
I can't describe in words,
What I want to say...
All I ever wanted,
Was for a boy to understand me...
You took away my childhood laughter,
Turned my life into chaos and disaster...
Crying and screaming,
You were swept away...
Don't touch me if you don't love me.
Don't hug me or hold my hand...
Love doesn't exist
It's just an illusion we create...
The old memories,
Seem to not want to go away...
I grew too attached,
Let myself fall into a fantasy...