How do I deal in a world of confusion,
with tears and hate and mind pollution...

Now listen up closely to me my friends,
and i guarantee you wont believe till the end...

Depressed beyond words she reaches for her journal...
"Goodbye cruel world, may I rest in...

Written December 19, 2005
Eating away at my soul, is a demon I can't...

Written October 1 2004
A white sheet of paper...

The monstrous murder of Emmett Till
Is vivid and haunting in memories still...

Short little yellow lines
flying by like time...

So here I am, alone for now.
Dealing with I don't know how...

We are gathered here today
to guide these two in matrimonay...

The only one I will ever love
Is posted on my walls...

AAARGHHH!!!!
What is this I say to you...

So whats this I hear about us breaking?
Shouldn't I feel some pain or aching...