I'm 18 and grown
but with a father unknown...

Laying here in the hospital bed
Liquid charcoal is what I was fed...

My heart sinks deep into my chest
My soul just won't let me rest...

Life can turn around in a blink of an eye
To become happy and no longer feel your heart and...

A drop of tear
Falls from my eye...

Jagged arrow ... Bleeding heart
Body numb ... And falling apart...

Feeling inferior and insecure
Why am I filled with fear...

There is a lost and lonely girl
Who lives inside of me...

I'm only 16 and I've fallen in love
my heart seems to flutter as if it were a dove...

I live in a world of hurt and pain
all the memories make me want to go insane...

I can't let go of all this pain
tears gush out like a storm of rain...

Why he took his life I don't know
Memories with him I can't let go...