I'm 18 and grown
but with a father unknown...

Life can turn around in a blink of an eye
To become happy and no longer feel your heart and...

Laying here in the hospital bed
Liquid charcoal is what I was fed...

My heart sinks deep into my chest
My soul just won't let me rest...

Feeling inferior and insecure
Why am I filled with fear...

A drop of tear
Falls from my eye...

Jagged arrow ... Bleeding heart
Body numb ... And falling apart...

I'm only 16 and I've fallen in love
my heart seems to flutter as if it were a dove...

There is a lost and lonely girl
Who lives inside of me...

Time stood still and days flew by
memories grew and so did I...

Why he took his life I don't know
Memories with him I can't let go...

I live in a world of hurt and pain
all the memories make me want to go insane...