Self Mudilation

Laying here in the hospital bed

Liquid charcoal is what I was fed

They cleaned my arm and hooked me up

Then I had to pee in a cup

So laying here all alone

Wondering if I even have a home

Here she comes to stick my arm

This is what I get for self harm

So many scars and slits

But trust me there won't be any fits

Even though we fought I wish he was here

With-out him in my life I would only feel hurt and fear