This feeling is much different
Than the desire I have felt before...

I feel light headed and protected while your arms...
When I know you'll not leave my side...

Why did I screw up?
Why couldn't I just say no...

It shouldn't have happened
I don't understand why I couldn't back down...

My heart is in fragments which break and crumble
I become more numb and silent with each passing...

I'm so confused and don't know what to do
I miss you, yet I miss him also...

I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...

I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...

I'm for real
And I don't like playing games...

It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit...

You asked me to be your girlfriend
And I said yes...

You are so different from the other guys that I've...
You are quiet, willful, strong, and compassionate...