Sitting in your embrace is absolute bliss
All I can do is look at you...

You are so different from the other guys that I've...
You are quiet, willful, strong, and compassionate...

You asked me to be your girlfriend
And I said yes...

It is the Christmas season
Yet I don't feel the spirit...

I don't belong here
I know that...

I called and called
But no one ansered...

Why did I screw up?
Why couldn't I just say no...

It shouldn't have happened
I don't understand why I couldn't back down...

My heart is in fragments which break and crumble
I become more numb and silent with each passing...

I've got to get this shit out
And maybe I'll be able to sleep...

I have started a new chapter in my life
And I will no longer care what anyone thinks...

I'm for real
And I don't like playing games...