Y?
y did u do it...

Why is it that i still love you....
you've caused so much pain...

Are u not willing to see it from my point of view...
please enough of the guilt trips to make me agree...

To u its a photo of sparklers.
but i see so much more...

Please music let my spirit soar
as i play each note let me fly free...

Thoughts of days long ago...still run through my...
only now do i see that there never was an us not...

This feeling...a longing for what i cannot reach...
increased is this feeling accompaniment to the...

A knot in my stomach that reaches up to my chest...
a smile to fool the world...

I had you briefly...for a moment in time i had all...
things didn't work out i admit but i never stopped...

I was hurt by u.
all at once u shattered my heart and spirit. i...

Cry
shed a tear...or maybe ten...

This is not what i wanted to be...
i didnt want to become like this...