Today i saw him... but pretended i hadn't seen...
there he stood waiting right by my locker... just...

No one understands...
no one possibly could anymore...

Suicide this and suicide that
mostly over love and misfortune...

The day is so warm
yet inside I'm ice...

Thoughts of days long ago...still run through my...
only now do i see that there never was an us not...

What purpose do i serve?
Who do i want to be...

To u its a photo of sparklers.
but i see so much more...

Why is it that i still love you....
you've caused so much pain...

I had you briefly...for a moment in time i had all...
things didn't work out i admit but i never stopped...

I fall to my knees in despair
fighting back the tears so long hidden...

Ur always tired.
ur suffering from treatment...

This feeling...a longing for what i cannot reach...
increased is this feeling accompaniment to the...