My first love is who came to my mind, its amazing...
Even though I have a man and 3 kids, I still think...

For you I will give my heart and soul
for you I will hold on and never let go...

You said I was your comfort and without me you...
if that was so true how could you risk losing me...

I sit here at my desk trying hard not to cry,
I don't want to show my pain I want to hide it all...

I drove up to mountain the other night
I just had to be alone to decide what was right...

Its too late I must give up this fight
the struggle to make you love me isn't so right...

God must have known to cover my cries
when he saw the tears flowing from my eyes...

When I was a young child I wondered why it rained
I use to ask my mommy if god was feeling pain...

You never changed this whole time
after all these years I had you mine...

Sweet kisses and your tender touch
was why I fell in love and needed you so much...

Oh sweet god my father above
please send me comfort and the feeling of your...

Holding you in my arms hearing as you sigh
I take in one last breath before I'm ready to say...