As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive...

Dear Diary.
I overdosed today...

Disconnecting from everything all around,
wrapping our dying hearts in this frost cloaked...

Please talk to me,
Baby don't leave me here alone...

I don't want to sound crazy,
but somethings taking over me...

Sick of all the torment, and life's cruel themes,
I've lost the meaning of life...

With a heavy heart, I remember your half-way held...

You are the beautiful one, with nothing to say
If I had the chance, you'd get a special bouquet...

So the feeling of alone
overwhelms me now...

Out of all the things in my life I could do
The best thing I've ever done was falling for you...

I wasn't trying to ruin anything,
wasn't lying just to hear the phone ring...

I'm all out of the tears that I cry for you
I just thought all my fears have just come true...