I want to love with all my heart
But I know I never will...

The innocience shines in the eyes of a child
Imaginations are free to soar...

The times that we laughed
And the times that we cried...

I'm crying because Im not suffering
Yet I do not know what's wrong...

When can I stop pretending,
That your actions do not sting...

All I used to love and want
Was dolls and toys and crayons...

Each day you go one thinking that
Your hunger makes you win...

If I look down on myself;
Chances are you don't care...

I remember not knowing anything
could I go back to something like that...

Broken down
from the mirror...

To thin to even stand
Food to you is wrong...

I never thought it'd come to this
Trying hard to shed one tear...