Becoming black and white

All I used to love and want
Was dolls and toys and crayons
Playing out in sun and snow
Getting mud all in my hands

Now what I must love and want
Are jobs and school and money
I have to try so hard to make
Something just seem funny

I used to be so fearless and
people used to be amazing
Now I just fear meeting them
I guess I must me phasing

Autumn leaves, they used to be
So pretty in my eyes
Now I see just coloured leaves
It comes to no surprise

Snowfall used to mean a day
of fun out in the snow
Now it's just too cold for me
And now I just don't know.

The innocience I used to feel
and love I hold so close to me
Feels like just a dream I had
There was nothing there to see.

When the world was just a game
It was the greatest thing to feel
Where pain and worry wasn't there
There was nothing bad to feel

Everytime I grow older
Youth seems out of sight
It's sad to see just how this world's
Becoming black and white