What happened to my passion and the emotions that...
now cold and rendered desolate i feel forsaken...
Going through the same cycle day after day
Each dusk another shade of grey...
I go to bed wishing you where near
Then in my dream you appear...
High in the sky, on top of a cloud
Shines the sun so bright and proud...
You once made me feel so contempt
how could it be that you became what i resent...
Forever lingering in the field,
Opting for death rather than to yield...
The cold stale air, turning dawn into dusk
The horizon gets engulfed by a glow...
No cure can ever heal
The amount of pain i feel...
There's a long way between sin & sacrifice
A long road, divided by a clear border...
You told me that you cared and liked me,
you said I was special and we would someday be...
Looking at the pale sky getting paler every day
all the warm colours they all seem to fade away...
Here i am at night lying in my bed
And once more tears begin to shed...