Killing myself is all I can think about
Shame amd embarrassment keeps me quiet...
Muffin, oh muffin, how could this be!!
Your gone from this world no longer with me...
I sit there and watch
My life pass away...
Today was amazing
With that simple knock...
I feel so numb
Can't explain...
My reflection cries ugly
Dirty eyes glare back at me...
I've grown a thousand pain for you
And bled a beating heart...
My life on pause, and I'm inflicting all these...
Snap another picture of my heart filled with pain...
Stare upon the horizon
And you'll see the distant clouds...
This blade it slides
Among my skin...
Making rainbows with the storm clouds
And butterflies with music notes...
My soul is hanging
Dangling from the tree...