Living in a house where you used to walk
Where you used to live and breathe, hurts...

My hurt burns to ashes
Blowing away with the cold winter night...

Pulling out the cutting board
Taking out the knife...

The blade rests upon my skin
Forward and back it slides again...

I'm the worst friend
You said it yourself...

Pain and blood
Run through my mind...

Despair is fiiling my heart
Sorrow filling my soul...

Today was amazing
With that simple knock...

Evil little fingers
Wrap around my heart...

Muffin, oh muffin, how could this be!!
Your gone from this world no longer with me...

They called her,
"Ashley!&quot...

I can't look into someones eyes
Without seeing how they really feel...