As you can all tell i've not wrote much for a very long time. since then, i feel pregant and had a little girl called keila may and nearly died 4 months after giving birth, got diagnosed with a very rare stomach condition. Had another child who was born 3 month premature and left a 10yr abusive relationship. i now have so many more stories to tell and when i find the time my page will be updated. so please keep a look out for my new stuff and tell me want you think. i hope that its more grown up and mature. luv to you all. everyone keep writing and look forward to reading people comments.