As I stare out the window and concentrate to long
The bars slowly disappear from where they all...

I thought I had love all figured out
I thought any thing there was to know...

When the world has turned grey and black
Nothing makes since everything's wack...

I saw a girl just today.
Not a word did she have to say...

Fergie once said big girls don't cry
But I'm living proof that's a lie...

You stole my heart right out of my chest
Out of all the guys I liked you the best...

Why should i cry
for how i feel...

Oh how you fill my lungs with eagerness
Placing my lips to you is sweeter then a kiss...

The phone rings she knows
He's drunk again...

The faces in the pictures are slowly changing
Just like my life that's slowly rearranging...

Useless pencil that i hold
are my finger tips so cold...

I sit in my room at night and ponder
thinking of why you hate me and wonder...