Flying in the sky
soaring so high...

Eating becomes a fear,
attempts become impossible...

I was ready to end it all again
all these thoughts turning me insane...

Today was jess's first birthday
i wasn't even with her for it...

Excuses excuses
what the hell are they...

I remember thinking that when I was sixteen
I could break free from the abuse...

Never again will I see
your eyes gazing into mine...

In a familiar place of insecurity,
I can feel you drifting further away...

Night after night
you creep inside my mind...

Can you really lose something
that has already been gone...

Unspoken words fall
upon deaf ears...

I never got to say goodbye
not even at your funeral...