I sit here on my bathroom floor
Wondering if I should do this or not...

A winding road of black forever
Twisted shadows, left and right...

I never believed I would find someone.
But I was wrong and now its done...

Here as I sit between four walls
With a door in the middle...

Lost in this fatal reality
No one in the world wants to see...

The bright moonlight glittered upon your face,
I tried hard not to cry and tried to embrace...

Wanting forever
For your warmth to be near...

I sing my self to sleep
Its the only way to keep from crying...

So stab me in the back
See if I care...

Life is a prison
Oh god let me out...

Silhouettes of a ravaged life
As the memories that haunt me...

Trees rustle in the darkness
Something stirs in the night...