*Written 5/11/11*
How do I look...

It won't stop coursing through my veins,
the venom that will result in my overdose...

We've grown old together.
We've weathered the strongest storms...

Being a fly on the wall is so overrated;
though I wish I didn't have to find out the hard...

Searching for a fix, but all I find is a dose of...
the same subtle chaos that destroyed me years ago...

I made the mistake
of jotting down my dreams on paper...

Why do my words hurt so many but help so few?
Why do my lips have to work faster than my brain...

Life is just a game of Russian roulette.
You play your reckless game...

A day away from my birthday, and I'm still not...
But why get excited over an outfit and a piece of...

Snowflakes fall like tears
onto the gray lake. Silence...

Poseidon's wrath lies behind your flooding lips.
They only part to spew out curses...

Reflections can be
cruel. They reveal the monsters...