There's this feeling that I've been having
It didn't start out too strong...

Frustrated because life is hard
Depressed because that's how it will always be...

Sleepless nights
Useless fights...

You may think my lifes a dream
But its not really true...

Bawling my eyes out
Feeling so numb...

When you talk about her,
I can tell you're lying...

Take it away
End this life...

Take another puff
Of that cancer stick so thick...

Im not happy I cant fake it; Life is stupid I cant...
So Im leaving no returning, all my bridges I am...

Did you see me, daddy?
I just took my first few steps...

Alone in my room,
So quiet, the drop of a pin could be heard...

Today i met a great new friend
Who knew me right away...