I knelt upon this crumbling ground,
Looking up to the darkened skys above...

Another lonely night,
another f_cking episode...

I stare off into space
I go into my own little world...

Inside i'm screaming
i'm pleading...

So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but...

Morbidly insane inside
Murderess little doll...

The place you might think safe,
a virtual play house for many of per-vs...

For awhile I never knew death,
never knew illness...

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-I walked past a store or two, like any other day...

Into the dark
Where it is silent...

I hate feeling like this,
I'm so tired...

It has me staying up late every day
It has my mind racing with endless thoughts...