This life is so demanding
It leaves me feeling weak...

Im sorry that i hurt you like i know i sometimes...
it was all because i was scared that you would...

Open notebook...unwritten words
too many what ifs...too many hurts...

As i look out far
your my shining star...

I watched you from across the room
i hear the whispers between you...

Every bit of my soul wants to
hate you...

Muffled silence escapes
dry cracked lips...

The girl ridiculed and teased
stands on the edge of a chair...

I watch as rivers run
down my arm...

The darkness surrounds me
choking my body with heavy warmth...