I messed up again—
Not by doing wrong, but by feeling right...

I can't remember when I felt peace
Like a thorn trapped under my skin...

Flowers cover the grounds
From red to purple...

I hate being alone.
I try to make friends but they quickly get bored...

My body is slowly getting worse.
I know it's nearly time...

My heart aches with the torment I have allowed.
It seeps in when I realise that the noose is...

Warmth hiding under a sea of blankets
As the chill air engulfs the night air...

The days start to get colder and the light much...
The crisp cool air sooths and mildew forms on...

Twisted and contorted.
The body starts to weither...

Laying in a hospital bed. . Feeling so weak.
I start to shiver. . The pain. . The pain...

I finally let you go you know?
My heart was full of such sorrow...

Rain droplets making a beat as it hits the ground...
Gaining speed and then eventually slowing down...