I lost my way once.
Searching an endless desert...
A relationship where someone chooses you
is like being held in a hug...
I fell into a spiral today.
No one even noticed me fall...
Resting my head upon a pillow
My throat starts to tingle...
Shadow is the name she choose for she was outcast...
Always supporting people from there...
happiness was a meer memory of the friendship we...
Messages of memes, sorrow, excitement and...
I went to hospital last week—
Alone, afraid, too weak to speak...
I messed up again—
Not by doing wrong, but by feeling right...
I can't remember when I felt peace
Like a thorn trapped under my skin...
Flowers cover the grounds
From red to purple...
I hate being alone.
I try to make friends but they quickly get bored...
My body is slowly getting worse.
I know it's nearly time...