You're acting like I have a choice
I can hear it, in your voice...

They won't burden me anymore...
-x...

Droplets of despair, silently sting
Washing away the light...

I'm sick and tired of your daily insults
And your ways to put me down...

Tears came sliding down my face
As I sat alone in the cold...

I never spoke about what you did to me
And I know I never will...

Tapping my foot to the sound of my crying
My tears dance to the beat...

Tears cascade in their familiar pattern
As I'm left to taste the doubt...

Your eyes shown a sign of the deepest blue
It fills my heart with fear...

Tears streaming down my pale cheeks
Once healthy, now pampered in blood...

Did I ever tell you how much I love you
How it’ll kill me not seeing your face...

22nd january
Sitting here waiting, debating...