I imagine you
waking me up for the grandest breakfast...

What does it mean to be a tourist
in your own body, in a vessel...

I still feel
the profound sadness...

“See the forest for the trees”
but I am the last man standing...

(trigger warning)
It was messier than I meant it to be...

Loneliness is cold;
it’s wanting to turn on the heat...

(trigger warning)
Depression is not just the lack of joy...

(trigger warning)
You’re terrifying when you invade my space...

(trigger warning)
I don’t care anymore...

You’re probably sleeping - with her -
and I hope you remember me...

I can’t ease her burden.
I try, but maybe not enough...

There's not one reason;
it's never that simple...